Today et and ivy came to pick me up at 7am to work.. Today the bus is giving us problem sia lol stop so far and ask us to go down coz the road infront is closed... Darling say if tml still like that she gonna complaint le lol...

Dear dear print out a very interesting article for me and it is abt relationship... Commitment jitters, date expectations and make love work... Read it and find alot of useful things inside... Thinking y last time I nv think of that and now end up like this...

It say most relationships end due to lack of communications and understanding. So the trust and concern must be there... A relationship will thrive when both of you make effort to communicate effectively. Ask open-ended questions so your date can share more any himself/herself. Also try to pay attention to what your date says. Both parties must be honest and upfront with each other about their feelings and expectations, rather than assume that the other person knows. This is especially since miscommunication often arises from different expectations and upbringings.

Long term couples who don't make time to be together are likely to drift apart - and eventually split up. One common excuse is work. The article also have tips to get busy couples on track:

1. Do things together - defy time and distance - even if it means spending quality time on the short drive to work.

2. Communication everyday - be it a call, SMS, mms, email or fax - more than once If possible. You can always keep it short and sweet.

3. Talk abt your future together. It is only fair to let each other know that your relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts ate not in vain.

4. Be positive that things will look up in future while you work out how to get through rough patches together.

5. Have trust in your partner and avoid jealousy. You should have a life too and your world should not only revolve around your partner.

6. Be reasonable about your expectations and compromise to make things work. Open communication rocks.

When I come to read this article den I know where my mistakes are... But everything is too late le no chance for us to go back to last time.. So from that day on I already told myself that it's time for me to change and be a better gal.. So since I promise I have to fulfill my promise...

Ok goodnite everybody gotta go slp le if not tml can't wake up le.. Nite blog again tml..


MiN missing him lots

Things just came thru my mind and I keep thinking y all this happened so fast... It is so difficult for me to accept it... I know ppl keep saying time can heal everything but I think I need alot of time... Coz we have gone thru think and thin these 3 years plus... Hmm...


MiN missing him lots

Meet up with my ITE frenz jennifer & sally today miss them so much wor long time nv see them le... Finally get to meet them after so long... Will look forward for our next meeting lo...


MiN missing him lots

Stayed hm for the whole day today...

Did ask myself y can someone changed so fast and easily?? Is it they only think abt themselves and they nv think for others?? Hmm to me now I still feel sad and hurt... Did not blame anyone else coz the fault is all lie on me... So I can understand...

Still missed him soo much although it is over... How I hope that this isn't true and nv happen at all....

MiN missing him lots

Ytd meet up with him for dinner after work... He pick me up at yatch cluband we headed to parkway parade for dinner... Wanted yo eat salad sushi but the shop is under renovation so end up we took swenson.. He seems like no appetite and he look shag and tired... While I'm eating my omelette I got the urge to pukebut den I try not to do it... Luckily i manage to do it... The whole process was very quiet as both of us did not talked... I ask him was he in the rush ma coz wanted to talk things with him... We choose to talk at my house downstairs..... I make my 1st word by apologies to him coz i know that i make mistake by showing my temper... I told him that I willingly to change my temper for him but I need time to change and I need his help by remind me not to be angry... He say that he already did that but then what did I tell him... I regret what I have said... I din know that he was so stressful when we are together... I tot we are soo loving all the while... 原来我错了。 I hate myself for not realising it until he told me... I ask him to give me 1 last chance coz I really dun wanna end the relationship and really wanted to change ... He say that he did not pin point abt my bad points... As he also did see my good points too... I told him I willing to give him all his time to do his things and study for the following 3 years... And I do not wanna force him to do things that he do not wan too... Rather than 2 person to get so hurt I decided to make the decision that I do not wanna made... Coz I dun wanna make him be in a difficult position... But do rem that I still soo loved you...

Days without him with me is really very sad... I keep on thinking abt him and the days that we are together and the things that he had told me... I tot I can be strong for not crying soo much but really can't help it... My tears will roll down automatically when I think of him .... Although frenz and sis told me not to be sad but I really can't... Sob

Day 1 without him.....
Meet up with ivy, Joey, nicholas, et, tp, Brian and me for dim sum very early in the morning... It was a birthday surprise celebrating for Brian... After that went to orchard with ivy and et... Went to catch movie with them and jie jie... Den headed hm as all of us are too tired le...

Now sitting on my bed blogging and thinking of him concurrently... Miss him so badly...

MiN missing him lots

Went straight home after work today.... by right i should meet him de but last min he got things to do so we cancel and postpone to meet tml... now at hm waiting for my boss to contact me see he can meet me to sign the outstanding document as i need to submit it by monday morning to HQ.... if not will get complain from ppl de... haiz.... dunno y they just like to complain sia.... cant stand.....

New offiice somehow give me alot of pressure sia... somehow i felt like last time working enviroment will be better coz now my colleagues tends to talk loudly and also wear mask to talk everyday... somemore some1 is very difficult to please.... need to follow what the person wants and says.... quite stressful too.... give alot of suggestion but end up also reject almost all... hai like that how to plan sia... difficult project.... dear dear me and my gang gonna squeeze our brain again le... haiz.... still got so many event coming up sia... faint......

Last but not least..... I Missed my baby lotssssss............... dunno how my life is when he is not around me......... and i dun wish that to happen on me.............. things i gonna promise him i will get it done for SURE..... coz i really love him lotsssssssssssssssss..................

meet up with my insurance agent today after work... she picked me up at my house den we headed down to ikea for dinner and review of my policy.... changed my investment plan too... now considering abt taking up the life plan anot... seems like not bad... but still need to think abt it 1st b4 i signed it... after everything headed down to boss house there to let him sign document den after that she send me hm...

Feel excited that i will be meeting him tml... yeah.... waiting for this day to come le... missing talking to him and also miss seeing him too... has not see him for days..... dunno will i have loss of words once i see him... hope i wont ba....

Love baby sooooo much... miss him verrrrry much too...

Finally my whole branch comes together in a same office after 7 months when merge... Hmm not very use to it sia coz we have been alone by ourselves for abt 1 year wor lol... Hope everything will be ok sia...

Today I make the 1st step to MSG him... Was asking him free to meet me ma... Waited abt half an hour den he get back to me say he is not free today and he say meet Thursday instead... Very excited to meet him on thursday wor... Think abt it I'm very happy to meet him the day after tomorrow... =)

Still thinking very much abt him... Miss him to the max wor...

MiN missing him lots

Hmm suddenly I feel scared of losing it... Pls dun happen.... Pls...


MiN missing him lots

Lately has been feeling tired coz woke up early on sat morning as I need to head down to T3 for the flea market.. Somore the flea is a 2 days event... After the flea on Sunday, proceed back to shop and hang the clothes back... Headed hm ard 11 plus at nite... Slept at 1 plus and have to woke up at 6...

Tml will be a offical day to move our office.. But I have to head down for rehearsal 1st den start to help them shift some of the stuffs... Tml I think another tiring day.. Haha...

Hmm today is the last day of the week and I was thinking will I received call or SMS tml?? Hmm but in the other hand I keep telling myself not to have high hope coz I scare I will feel disappointed by the end of the day if I nv received anything... Jin confused...

Missed him so much...

MiN missing him lots

Missed baby so much... Miss the day we go shopping together, Miss the day we had our dinner together, miss the day we watch movie together, miss the days that I spend with him, miss the day that we went overseas together... basically is Miss everything that we had done when we are together...

Baby I really love you very much and missed you alot ...

From that day on I told myself that I wanna change myself to be a better gal.. No more quick temper and unreasonable coming out from me... I promised and I will really changed.. Although it maybe tough for me but I know I can do it de...

Baby from e bottom of my heart, I really love u alots... I hope you know my feelings towards you are true and no lie towards you...

MiN missing him lots

Just came out from shower... Went out with my branch ppl together with Kris, Jolene, my sis and et to timbre to chill out... Going yo slp soon..

Today read back my letter to baby and I find myself writing alot of mistake sia... Hmm hope baby dun misunderstand me... Think when I was writing must be too tired that's y wrote wrongly... Hmm...

Saw baby today... He was doing duty... Wanted to tell him how I missed him but just dun dare as I scare I irritate him... Hmm...

Baby wanted to tell u I miss u very much.. Alot of times I wanted to MSG u but I just dun dare to coz I scare I make u angry... I also know that alot of things I'm in wrong wanted to apologise to u too... Really love u to bits and alot de... Muack love u deep deep... From my bottom of my heart...


MiN missing him lots

Meet up with my uob ex colleague Annie & Carolyn today... Hmm get to know that ms Annie is pregnant le so happy for her... But saw her wearing heels lo den I ask her y was she in heels wor she say some1 steal her slippers man... So no choice got to wear heels out... We went to have buffet dinner at merchant court hotel... Just got hm waiting for my turn to bath and slp...

3rd day le... Missed him more and more...


MiN missing him lots

Today meet up with joanna for dinner and chatting session... Had a great time with her.. Updates each other alot of things... She is taking diploma in marketing and sales management sia and I still haven even go take up diploma sia think I should also buck up Liao... Hmm should I take up full time studies??? Lol but it's like too old to study hor... Hmm... But before that need to do some planning sia...

Today is already 2nd day le and I can say that I still keep thinking abt him sia... Hmm really missed him to the max....


MiN

Today is just the 1st day and I already started to miss him sooooo much... Dunno he know that I'm missing him ma???


MiN

Today work till abt 6 den go hm took my boss car back hm.. Went hm awhile den went out again...

A place which I wanted to go... Left my house at 7.45 went to take bus to his house.. While on the way there alot of memories came back to my mind... Still rem the days we take bus to his house or other place... But the bus is driving any half way I keep thinking what if I reach there And his room light is closed how?? What if I can't find his car how?? Den I cool myself down.. Thinking he must be at hm ba.. So when I alight from bus I walk to carpark but I can't find the car.. And I took a look at his room for many many many times and his room light is off de.. Den I sitting at the void deck for 3 hours and I think that I'm just stupid lo...

Still rem last time we quarrel I will go void deck alone den I SMS told him that I already waited for very long and he very fast will reply me but this time I waited for 3 hours and he nv reply till now.. I feel super sad sia... He is totally different from last time... Sad and hurt

MiN

What really happen?? Things just out of control??? It has been so long I did not have dinner tgt.. I Just hope to have dinner also that difficult .. If u are that tired u can just tell me den I can dun wait for u de... How would I know what time u gone to bed ytd nite??

Alot of things run through my mind....

MiN

another quarrel.. Hmm what is wrong sia?? Is it u changed or the person who is changing is me?? I really dun understand... Before I left is not like this... Jin sad... A sentence can really hurt sia.. Maybe to u, u won't feel anything but to me is diff... The thing that hurt me more is not that sentence that u say but is something that I do not wish to see or know.. maybe I'm thinking too much but from the way u told me is totally different from what u have done... So who should I listen too?? Is it trust my eyes for wht I see or know or trust the thing u told me??? Very confusing...

It is just like the song I love 没那么简单。

相爱并没那么容易，每个人都有他的脾气。 this is so true sia... Completely agreed..

MiN

Hmm today during lunch time went to grand mecure hotel for a lunch buffet with my branch ppl... Eat till super doper full sia... Lol even play Zhong ji mi ma with them haha.. We played with lemon den to tobasco sauce den back to lemon den to watermelon.. Lol we are like crazy sia...

2 days passed and we still haven like properly talked much... Hmm... Today when we are on our way hm we din really talk also... Think this will remain this fir sometimes sia.. Hai something just keep running thru my mind sia.. Hmm


MiN

Already back from overseas deployment for some times le... I can say overall is quite fun.. Even heard ppl calling me ah Lian sia lol am I really ah lian?? Haha but I know they are just kidding coz they like to disturb... Cute bunch of ppl.. The weather there sometimes cold sometimes hot still rem when I touch down the weather there is cold like switching on aircon.. But it is quite shiok la coz in Singapore u won't have the chance to feel it.. Haha.. Anyway this trip I din buy much things.. But I learn how to take bus from this location to next location.. Should thanks them.. So next time I go I know how to take bus le.. Hehe

My best frenz give birth to baby kaiser on 22 march went to visit her on 23 as I'm on my off.. Babyis so cute sia but too bad is I can't see his eyes open leh think the injection be took make hi
sleeply?? Hehe no la baby always sleep de so I think I only can get to see him on his baby shower le... Hehe so happy to my best frenz ya...

Hmm ytd meet up my 2 best frenz... They bought me ard.. I realise that we have not go out shopping for years le.. Miss those days when we are still schooling and the time we hang out tgt.. Now as we already start to work seldom have the chance to meet up that often sia... I told them can we plan to meet up at least 1 time each month so that we can catch up with each other.. And they agree wor so happy but this few times we got to left out pearlyn le coz currently she can't meet... And we also plan to go overseas next year tgt... Hehe actually we did plan for years lo just that everytime we planed our best frenz pregnant den we got to cancelled the trip.. Go hopefully next year is ok to go ya... Nv go overseas with them b4.. I will also ask my beloved 姐姐 to go with us too man but dunno she still wanna go ma coz this year June she will be going there... She must have feel sick of that place ba lol..

Today not really in a gd mood sia.. Dunno y have a small fight with him.. I know I'm unreasonable... But I just can't control.. I know u are pissed with me now.. So just not talk to each other ba.. Maybe this is a better way for us... Somehow I was thinking am I the right person u wish to be for ur entire life??

MiN

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