Ytd meet up with him for dinner after work... He pick me up at yatch cluband we headed to parkway parade for dinner... Wanted yo eat salad sushi but the shop is under renovation so end up we took swenson.. He seems like no appetite and he look shag and tired... While I'm eating my omelette I got the urge to pukebut den I try not to do it... Luckily i manage to do it... The whole process was very quiet as both of us did not talked... I ask him was he in the rush ma coz wanted to talk things with him... We choose to talk at my house downstairs..... I make my 1st word by apologies to him coz i know that i make mistake by showing my temper... I told him that I willingly to change my temper for him but I need time to change and I need his help by remind me not to be angry... He say that he already did that but then what did I tell him... I regret what I have said... I din know that he was so stressful when we are together... I tot we are soo loving all the while... 原来我错了。 I hate myself for not realising it until he told me... I ask him to give me 1 last chance coz I really dun wanna end the relationship and really wanted to change ... He say that he did not pin point abt my bad points... As he also did see my good points too... I told him I willing to give him all his time to do his things and study for the following 3 years... And I do not wanna force him to do things that he do not wan too... Rather than 2 person to get so hurt I decided to make the decision that I do not wanna made... Coz I dun wanna make him be in a difficult position... But do rem that I still soo loved you...

Days without him with me is really very sad... I keep on thinking abt him and the days that we are together and the things that he had told me... I tot I can be strong for not crying soo much but really can't help it... My tears will roll down automatically when I think of him .... Although frenz and sis told me not to be sad but I really can't... Sob

Day 1 without him.....
Meet up with ivy, Joey, nicholas, et, tp, Brian and me for dim sum very early in the morning... It was a birthday surprise celebrating for Brian... After that went to orchard with ivy and et... Went to catch movie with them and jie jie... Den headed hm as all of us are too tired le...

Now sitting on my bed blogging and thinking of him concurrently... Miss him so badly...

MiN missing him lots

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