Was told by my sis that today dun need to open shop coz ytd i have been working e whole day.... so I slept till abt 1pm den woke up... had my lunch and watch scv at living room den at abt 3 plus went back to my room to continue to watch my drama series till abt 6 plus den headed out to parkway parade for dinner with my parents, bro and his gf... Had steamboat for our dinner den after that walk awhile and headed back hm...

Had dream abt him.. In the dream I rem he was telling me that I din not sad that we had broken up but I told him I kept crying all day and kept thinking how much I wish to get back with him... just that I dunno how to put it to him.... End up we get back together and I was so happy and I cried when hugging him... When I wake up den I notice it was just a dream to me... I really wish that i was not dreaming coz I really hope that would have happen to me and him and we can happily stay tgt for our whole life... This is what I want.... and deep inside my heart I already know what is the answer... =(

Tot today was Friday sia coz went back to work just like normal working days 8 - 6pm... Hmm a tiring day for all of us and becoz we went for our fpd at sentosa, all aching everywhere lol.. Even my boss also got bruise in his hand lol... Think the volleyball impact very jia lat...

Went to tiong bahru for dinner with Joey, Linda and Nicole for dinner den had a coffee at toast box b4 we head hm after work... Den Nicole like cannot make it le so I suggest let's go hm ba coz she like going to slp le... Headed hm at ant 9 plus reach hm at 10 plus... Think I can't slp so early coz drank coffee just now so still not tired... Think I will go watch series show online den go slp...

Hmm thinking tml should I get myself a new hairstyles??? Anyway next week I got 2 days dun need to work hmm looks good lol... Thinking is he same as me dun need to Come to work too?? Or he got duty?? Or he will be going overseas during this period?? So many days had passed and my mind is filled and packed with him ard... I just can't let go...

MiN missing him lots

Went to sentosa for our event today... Had some fun there too some of the ppl are hurt lol... Ppl like Brian, ivy, xiao q and me get hurt lol... Most of them was playing volleyball where we hurt ourselves lol... After tge event went to vivo and acc Nicole to have burger king and short after awhile I headed down to bugis to meet up my sis to sign up the 1 week trial of the california fitness... Coz we might be taking up the packages... Den my sis and I went to buy sports bra and shorts too and prepare ourselves for the classes this Monday... Hehe... Anyway June is joining us too... Hmm should be very fun...

When I was at vivo and sentosa I miss him so badly sia... I think me and him din even come to sentosa when we are couple... Hmm... Still rem there are twice.. One was to give my sis her bday celebration and the other time was he came down to fetch me when I went to annie's wedding and he waited for ant 1 hour with his mum and bro... Really missed the days that we had spend tgt...

Sometimes I was thinking will he think of me when he is alone or at any places he have been too?? Coz to me he will be the 1st to come to my mind whenever where I go... Anyway I just hope he will take care of himself...

Got to catch some slp le coz tml still have to get up early for work... Ok going to dry my hair and slp ke nite lo...

Missed him badly again ....

MiN missing him lots

Whole was caught in meeting sia... lol tot the meeting was short but who know both meeting in the morning and afternoon was such a long meeting lol.... Meet up with 姐姐 @ marina sqaure after work today coz she is alone and since i have no where to go so i go meet her... went to shop ard marina square and suntec... today the shopping seems like so quiet wor...Even @ crystal jade also less ppl den usual sia... but anyway suntec crystal jade service was so Fxxx up... the waitress giving us attitude sia... omg.. if she dun like to serve ppl just leave la... y give customer face sia... funny leh...

hmm haven start to pack my bag for tml... hope tml wont be that hot sia... Coz i going SENTOSA... woo hoo.... Got to go slp soon le coz i need to wake up early lol... mummy just bring coffee in for me... but then i feel like drinking but i know if i drink i sure cant slp de... whaha.... okok... Gd nite everybody....

My mind is all abt him....

Went to hq today alone weather super hot journey from my house to there super far.. My boss suggest me to drive his car but I nv so I took bus there... Wanted to rush back to office by 1030 de coz the bus leaving mrt is 1030 if not I got to wait till 12 den can go back.. Plus today my section is having lunch tgt... End up I can't make it in time at 1030 so waited for 12 bus...

After my work went to tampines with ivy and Linda coz we meeting for dinner... Had our dinner at foodcourt den went shopping ard... Saw some sportswear that I wanted to buy but end up nv buy... Hmm save money 1st... Had some little talk with them at bk but my stomach start to feel pain so headed hm to release lol... Today missed him again... Hmm really hard to put down... Haiz...

Hao la I going to slp le... Super tired sia tml still gt meeting in the afternoon... Gd nite lo...

MiN missing him lots

Went out with jie today wanted to go do spec de but then jie frenz last min sms her and say her boss took alot of frames out for roadshow so we got to postpone it to next week le... Hmm... End up we went to bugis for dinner and then shop den went hm.. Hai tml going to hq by myself sia and go back office.. Sure very tired de..

MiN missing him lots

2 weeks had passed.... but my mind still keep thinking abt him day & nite and everything i does he will be my priority who appear in my mind... It's so hurt for me... I wanna accept the fact that what had happen but why it is so hard, pain & feel so hurt... Seriously everywhere that i went to, I will think abt him... have been down for so many days le... I know m family members and frenz will feel hurt to see me like that but that somehow i really cant control... 3 years may not be very long but then it is the longest r/s i had b4 there goes to him too... Maybe to him he can just forget so easily but not to me... I will keep thinking what he had told me in the car that day and the day at shop.... I know he know that what he say did hurt me but I can understand why he do that... I also know that breaking up with me he also hurt.... Somehow i really wish that he will come back to me 1 day.... and he will notice that im totally different from last time....

Ytd went hm after work by right i should go to dentist de but end up i postpone my dental appt. to 19 may. Dear dear was asking me to join them for dinner but i rejected her.. so whole day was at hm... Mummy came back awhile den she was asking what happen to my neighbour i say dunno leh shortly ambulance came... bring uncle to hospital... as what my neighbour told us Uncle is not feeling well recently le did bring him to see doc and doc ask him to go hospital but he doesnt want... den ytd he feel giddy and weak so have to call ambulance to sent him to hospital... Hope uncle will get well soon...

Now im at shop alone as jie jie went to facial so after that she will go bath le den come here le... feel like drinking bubble tea sia... lol

Today went to work, at the bus stop, I finally get to see him after so many days... Feel so happy to see him.. Really missed him very much... Waiting for him to come back... Sobz...

Baby will u come back to me?? I really hope that day will come.. This few days I think alot... Now I can understand how u feel coz I did came across some things which you say b4 that u dun like... Haiz feel so stupid that I din notice it so long... But I know it is too late to notice... But somehow I was puzzled by the things you told me.. But ... Haiz...

MiN missing him lots

Woke up at 7 plus coz today is reverse routine for us... Meet up with Joey, darling, crystal, ivy, Ivan, nic and xq for breakfast at white sands den wait for ones to come and we headed down to downtown for ktv session... K lunch from 11 to 2pm... After that we went to shop around and den headed down to our workplace... Had a fun and special nite today but then it's so hot and tired sia... No wind de... But hope next tome we can have more of this... Lol fun lo...

Now prepare to slp le so tired...

Today din managed to see him but I dunno is he ard ma... How I wish that we are still together den I will have more fun with him ard... Hmm... Missed him lots...


MiN missing him lots

Meet up with my insurance agent today coz she need to pass me my thing... Meet her up at tampines 1 manpuku... Food there not very nice but expensive too... But can sit down there to talk still ok... Bought prushield just now it is for hospital de... Think most of the singaporearn also have 1... Now I'm consider abt the life plan... Got to think ant it den let her know by this month...

Today feel tired again lol... Think
I got to prepare to slp soon although tml I dun need to wake up that early lol...

Wondering what is he doing?? Will he come tml nite?? Will I get to see him tml?? Hmm.... Miss him so much...


MiN missing him lots

Today was a tired day for me... Tears start rolling down from my eyes after lunch today.. have been thinking abt him and everything start to flash thru my mind... Really sad... Totally like no mood...

Now gonna go slp le hope i managed to slp too...


MiN missing him lots

Today not in a very good mood... Think of him again.. Feel so sad.. I really miss the days when he is with me... My mind just can't stop thinking abt him... Go where I will think abt him, eat I will think of him, work I also think abt him... Basically do what I also think abt him...

Bi u really can forgo our relationships???y u say dun wan like so simple?? Will ur heart pain when u wanna end it?? I no longer staying in ur heart le ma?? U already forget me le ma?? Am I that bad for u to accept me again?? Bi do we still have the chance to get back again??

MiN missing him lots

Already pass 1 week le but I still keep thinking abt him... Haiz I still care abt him after all... Somehow many in his mind he already forget me le and maybe he din feel anything at all...

Today meet ivy, et and Angela at orchard for lunch... Den at nite went to catch Ip man 2 with ivy, et and jie den we took bus back from aml and had my supper just now lol... Think I getting fat le oh no... Siao Liao siao liao...


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