
Friday, August 6, 2010

没有你的日子- Day 105
Today is my office final sports event... went to have 4 X 100 relay with june, joey and linda... We get 2nd place.. haha still last la coz only 2 teams only lol... After e event went to mess to have our lunch... Went back office and i received his sms... he asking me tonight free ma coz he need to take back his army pant, car key and etc.... I replied him and say i might need to work ot might not be able to make it sorry... later awhile I email darling asking will she be staying back to work ot she say no so i sms him and say ok meet abt 0730 can ma he say ok...
Went hm to find the army pant after work but i still cant find....
My heart jin pain... I see the things he return me really jin sad... the photos we that i give him and the photo we took he all return me... I dunno how am i going to let go.. to me really very diffcult leh i tried but really very hard... my heart really pain lo..... I told myself when i meet him i cant cried... but once we apart i endure.... but ended up i still cried.... tears will auto drop down... although for me to see him is an happy things but i just cant control myself... i really love him very much... but y we cant be together... y i dun treasure that time... i had 1 more chance before y i still reacted like that... am i stupid or what... sometimes i really hope that all this nv happen at all...
now what i can do is to bless him and his gf all the best... i know i need super long to keep him in my memory...

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